Reading to Guard the Heart

From a CJ Mahaney inter­view (empha­sis mine):

…I view read­ing and study as one of the most impor­tant ways I can serve the church. So it is not a self­ish act for me to set aside this time. It is really the most effec­tive way I can serve this church, by tend­ing to my soul and by prepar­ing for the var­i­ous forms and expres­sions of min­istry. The best way I can serve a church is by respond­ing to the com­mand to watch your life and watch your doc­trine (1 Tim 4:16). It is the exam­ple of a pas­tor over a period of years and decades that will make a dif­fer­ence in the life of a con­gre­ga­tion. And there­fore I want to guard my heart from grow­ing famil­iar with the pas­toral world, grow­ing famil­iar with God’s Word, grow­ing famil­iar with cor­po­rate wor­ship, grow­ing famil­iar when I am lis­ten­ing to preach­ing, grow­ing famil­iar when I am tak­ing com­mu­nion, grow­ing famil­iar with God. I want to guard my heart from that. And the best way I can do that is by attend­ing to his Word and apply­ing his Word to my heart on a daily basis. I think that is the most effec­tive way I can serve those I care for and those I have been called to serve and lead.

Lord’s Supper and the Hungry

For there to be a new cre­ation, the old self must know its weak­ness and die to its own prej­u­dices, tastes, class struc­tures, and per­sonal desires. How can we share this escha­to­log­i­cal feast if we don’t par­tic­i­pate in dis­play­ing God’s future, in which all will be equally fed and we will all join together in uni­ver­sal praise? It seems to me that if we eat the body and blood of Christ in expen­sive churches with­out care for the hun­gry, the sacra­ment is no longer a fore­taste of the feast to come, but a triv­i­al­ized pic­nic to which not every­one is invited.” —Marva Dawn

Does music get in the way of your worship?

Reflec­tive list of lead­ing ques­tions on wor­ship from Greg Gilbert:

  1. Do you get bored when some­one reads a longish pas­sage of Scrip­ture in your church? Do you start wish­ing they’d get on with the music?
  2. Do you need music play­ing in the back­ground for the read­ing of Scrip­ture to affect your emotions?
  3. Does a prayer seem too “plain” or “stark” to you if it doesn’t have music play­ing behind it?
  4. Do you feel depressed a few weeks after a wor­ship con­fer­ence because you haven’t felt close to God in a long time?
  5. Do you des­per­ately look for­ward to the next con­fer­ence you’re going to attend because you know that, finally, you’ll be able to feel close to God again?
  6. If you’re in a big church with great music, are you able to wor­ship when you visit your par­ents’ small rural church?
  7. Do you ever feel wor­ship­ful in the mid­dle of the week, at work, at school, etc. just because of think­ing about God and his grace? Or does that only hap­pen when the music’s playing?
  8. Do you tend to feel closer to God when you’re alone with your iPOD than you do when you’re gath­ered with God’s peo­ple in your church?
  9. Do you feel like you just can’t con­nect with other believ­ers who haven’t had the same “wor­ship expe­ri­ences” that you have? Can you only con­nect with other believ­ers who “know what it feels like to really worship?”
  10. Is your sense of spir­i­tual well-being based more on feel­ing close to God, or know­ing that you are close to God because of Jesus Christ?